graveyards...blah!

can i just start out by saying that i absolutely HaTe graveyards!! tony just went back for his first one tonight. he has been off for a week. i feel so aLoNe. and yes, i know i am alone, but it's more than just the psychical side of it. i have jaxon, but it's just not quite the same. the first grave always sucks. i get so used to having him home that i forget what it's like for him to be gone. but any way...
some other not so good news is that my little guy has croup. crappy. poor thing just looks so helpless when he is coughing up a lung. tony took him to the doctor today, and the doctor said that croup is going around up here. he does ok for a while then he coughs so hard, then he is ok for a while. i hate when he gets sick. i feel so helpless. he has never really been sick, so it's so hard to not just feel so bad for him. but he got two prescriptions today, so hopefully in the next few days he will start to feel better.
but let's see... we really haven't been up to a lot up here. we went to the temple on saturday with our ward. it was such a nice feeling. we hadn't gone for so long. we were the youngest couple there, well except for some friends of ours that went with his parents, who are is in our bishopric. then we went to IgGy'S with my mom, sister, aunt and uncle. it was so nice to see them. my mom and sister wathed jaxon while we were in the temple. they took him to see my aunt and uncles horses, which he got to ride! then they took him to the treehouse to run wild!
he had so much fun! i didn't get any pictures though, i didn't even think about it.
and see let's else, oh i have lost 12.4 pounds! so only like 15 more to go... yeah me! wow, i am just babbling tonight. i am totally lacking any motivation to blog about something worth while. so if any of you have any ideas of what i could write about, send them my way!